Simi’s Fanfic Masterpost
You can find all my writings under #simiwrites tag.
Bad Things Happen Bingo - 3 (ongoing)
Catharsis (Buck’s Breakdown Fic)
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Being kind to someone despite them being unjust to you is the shittiest advice ever no you will suffer from your actions no you do not deserve my kindness fuck off
Hoping that this day ends before I stab someone irl or virtually
Apparently we are on a hair trigger today
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Today the island of Maui in Hawaii suffered an absolutely devastating fire that destroyed much of the city of Lahaina. The historic business district is gone. Please keep the people of Maui in your thoughts.
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Do i hate everyone because i’m sleepy or do i hate everyone because everyone is hateworthy
some of my favorite mutuals post entirely about things that i do not understand or care about and our dms are barren like a desert. and yet the warmth of that big hot sun remains between us
wip wednesday
so. hi :) tagged by @alyxmastershipper @rogerzsteven and @buck2eddie (thank you besties mwah) and in a shocking turn of events ... here's something very fresh very new very vague but i think i like it so <3 enjoy it and lmk what you think xoxo
It’s not something novel, really, but ever since Buck took off in his Jeep all those years ago, he’s continued shying away from expressing his needs in favor of swallowing them back, keeping them from the people around him.
It was never really an issue, considering the people around him didn’t exactly care enough to know, or to pull on the right heartstrings to find out. Framing it that way is misleading in its own sense, he thinks, seeing as how they just—they didn’t really know him, anyway. They didn’t get that far. And that was fine, it was the life he was living.
It was his life then, anyway.
But not anymore. Because then came his move to Los Angeles and everything that came with it. Now he’s got more constant people in his life than ever before, and…he knows that they really do all care enough to find out. About anything and everything—he knows they know him, that they care about him. It’s just…it’s habit, stuffing everything down. And they know that. They respect it too, in their own ways.
And usually he’s got it under control in the sense that he doesn’t feel like he’s oozing feelings or bursting at the seams grappling with something that he feels the innate need to share even if he doesn’t want to. But really, if he’s honest, under control just means funneling it away from that innate need and into another, forcing it to manifest as something else entirely. More often than not, that’s when he turns reckless, brazen, self-destructive.
At its worst, it teeters on the brink of something much more intimidating and harder to walk back from; he doesn’t like getting that far, but by the time he’s even nearing that point there isn’t much he’s sure he knows how to do to stop it. By then, though, others are noticing, and people are more ready to step in and point out the obvious even though he insists that he doesn’t want them to. But they’re all aware that it’s what needs to happen, and he knows it’s coming from a good place (because…they know him, they care about him) and so…they do.
tagging @911onabc @lover-of-mine @cowboy-buck @butchdiaz and @diazass if they wanna share anything today xoxo
wip wednesday
tagged by @wildlife4life @jesuisici33 @messyhairdiaz @honestlydarkprincess @oliverstaark @prince-buck-diaz @panbuckley @wikiangela
VERY short little buddie fighting snippet for today ;) been feeling pretty excited about the angsty parts of this fic IF YOU COULDN'T TELL hee hee
Eddie blinked, pain searing across his face, and in that moment he knew. He knew that Buck had, in fact, been pulling his punches all this time. The pain bloomed out from his eye, which was already starting to swell.
“Fuck you, Buck.” He said, standing back up straight and looking Buck dead on. “Call me when you grow up.” Emotions flickered across Buck’s face, but Eddie didn’t bother analyzing them, instead turning away to climb into his truck, slamming the door behind him.
He pulled out of the parking lot with a screech, and let the silence fall around him as he drove, aimlessly.
tagging @heartbeatdiaz @cowboy-buddie @cowboy-buck @911onabc @parasite-core @paranoidbean @rogerzsteven @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @buck-coded @gayedmundodiaz @prettyboybuckley @housewifebuck @transboybuckley @alyxmastershipper